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Finding hope in a hopeless world.

I’m finally feeling a true sense of happiness. Getting my life on track. I applied for a hairdressing apprenticeship and I didn’t want to get my hopes up too high. But it’s real, I got an interview! For Tuesday. And I just want to scream it to the world.

Maybe I can finally do something, and get on with everything. At a time where I was feeling completely hopeless this has lifted my spirits +100000!

Hope is somewhere. Just hold on.

It does get better take it from a girl who has struggled for so long, but finally starting to win.

Video has everything sorted all I need to do now is record and edit! So should hopefully be up by Tuesday! Before my interview.

Don’t forget to smile, and if someone hasn’t told you today, you are doing a freaking awesome job, so hang in there!

Love always,

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A sweet message to go a long way.


It’s the small things that make you smile.
Walking into a cafe and ordering a hot chocolate happens twice a week at this cafe while I wait for the library to open.
This particular morning, I had greatly received a total of 2 hours sleep and still managed to sluggishly drag my sorry ass out of bed.
Walking in I had my music on full and humming a song to myself.
While ordering my hot chocolate I noticed that the lady who was serving me was looking at me intensely. I paid and went to the bathroom. It was then I realised by puffy blood shot eyes and mascara from yesterday smudged a little down my eye made me look as bad as I felt. I cleaned myself up as best as I could and went to sit down.
The girl came over with my hot chocolate and said ‘hey, I know it’s none of my business but just hang in there, you will be okay’. She smiled and walks away. A simple message of knowing I was not alone helped me get through that day. So whether you’re going to bed and reading this or just waking up.
You will be okay. You are stronger then you think and you’ve just got to hang in there.

Always here if you need a chat.

Love always,



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Finding happiness in small thing.

Finding happiness in small thing.

After a long day of procrastination to do nothing, i finally got my sorry ass out of bed, had a bath and played with my sister.
We first did make-up, although her trying to put bright pink eye shadow on me was not really my style, i still managed to have a laugh out of it.
To my beautiful 3 year old sister, who is well above her age, you still manage to amaze me everyday.
From bath time, with you giving me advice on how im going to make friends when i get bigger. To moments like today when im so glad to have you around.
You are the reason i smiled today.
So thank you.

Love always,

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